We were contenders...

5:04PM

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11:31AM - Turn that shit up...

Today has been surprisingly good. I got a wonderful call from Mansfield today to inform me that I dont have to make a trip up tomorrow morning for a meeting. So now I dont have to brave horrid weather to get up there until this weekend. I also had a nice quick meeting with my doctor. So other than the horridly cold weather, I have been having a good day. So no one fuck it up. hehe. So I guess I am gonna catch up on one of these surveys and then go find some lunch.

( Lights out... )

Current mood: cheerful

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1:22AM - I don't trust that shit at all...

Ugh... I am tired... I will post about whats goin on tomorrow sometime. I will prolly be stranded at home due to faulty weather anyway. I will also have to catch up on surveys. But this will all have to be done once I am re-energized.

Current mood: drained

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9:10PM - Dont you come 'round here handin me none of your lines...

Ugh... so much to do tomorrow. The rabbit from Alice in Wonderland doesnt have shit on me, yo. hehe. I always hate it when I have a surplus of time one day, yet the next I dont have enough. Its just crazy. Anyway... surveys...

( Past the pool and the 18th green... )

Current mood: cold

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11:35PM - Like somehow you just dont belong...

So I would just like to say that if you can get ahold of the new version of DeadAIM, I highly recommend it. I am definatly lovin it. Tomorrow I need to get motivated. blech. This break just flew by. I cant believe that I am supposed to move back into the dorms this coming weekend. I still have laundry that I brought home from school that I havent done yet. hehe. I think on Wednesday I am gonna go to the Arnot mall. I am gonna be in mansfield anyway, and my sister is going up and asked if I wanted to go. I totally need to hang out with people this week. I'm hopin I get together with Joe and Eldred on Monday. So Joe, if you read this, get off your ass and call me. hehe. It will suck if I went through my entire break without seeing anybody. Anyway, I need a drink. But Ill get one after this survey.

( Do you ever wanna run away... )

Current mood: complacent

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3:08PM - Dare you to move...

Sooo happy new year everyone. Hope everyone had a good/safe time. I had an alright time. I woke up around 8-ish on New Years Eve and had to run over to the pharmacy, but they didnt hassle me too much. Then I cleaned up my room a tad and was hangin out with my dad until Marie showed up around 3:40-ish. We just kinda chilled until later and then we ran over to myopia. That was interesting. Anyway, we left there and headed back to my place to watch the ball drop. I think when youre not drinking on new years, its kinda nice to just relax toward the end the night instead of being at a party. You also dont have to deal with people. So we stayed up till around 2 watching the post-newyears events and then tried to give kurt a call to see if he wanted to hang out. We couldnt get ahold of him, but I was kinda drained anyway so I wasnt too upset we didnt go out again. hehe. I had to down a Mountin Dew just to make it over to Heathers :-p. But yea, we woke up around 10 this morning and had breakfast and I made sure to take my pills. Then we layed around until it was time for Marie to head home. All in all a good time. I'm kinda interested to see what the new year brings. I definatly think I am gonna change some things. But I always say that. hehe

Current mood: devious

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4:52PM - Dripping wet and clearly depressed, he headed straight for the stairs...

My entries have been REALLY spaced out lately. Geezus. Christmas was fun, I went to my sister's house christmas eve and ended up staying there until sunday. Christmas day we layed around and then went to play cards at Dave's (my sister's fiance) parents house. I stomped their ass. hehe. Ummm, Sunday I ended up meeting my dad and going to his gf's house to hang around. We ended up going to her mothers house where they were having this big christmas party type thing. I was kinda bummed about having to spend all day there at first, but it was fun. Monday I ended up hanging out with Jenny, Carri, & Heather. That was fun. I havent talked to either Jenny or Carri in forever. Then Tuesday I woke up and drove up to see Marie. Its about time. I havent seen her since like school let out. We didnt get a chance to do anything because it started snowing like right after I got there. But I still had a good time. I left there today around 10:30ish and got home around 1. Bleh. I hate driving by myself for long periods of time. I need a co-pilot. hehe. I have just been kind of relaxing since then. My sister came down to the house for a little bit, but thats about it. I'm tired. Anyway, I think I'm gonna go eat some food while I am thinking about it. Then maybe take a nap. I'm old. :-p

( catching up... )


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[ADDED AT 7:03PM]

I was just messing around with my webcam and took a few pictures. I didnt feel like changing them from bitmaps, so I'm just gonna give links so the load time isnt quite as bad. Arn't I nice? hehe

Please note that these have all been changed to jpeg images since 1983 made a fuss. The things I do to appease people... hehe

Me looking like a douche...

Just a picture to show Marie that I WILL wear it... hehe

Me being a thug, yo

Current mood: tired

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12:31AM - It's christmas tiiiiime in the titty bar.....

Just wanted to wish everyone the best during the Holidays. Merry Christmas and Happy Hanukka(sp?). Hehe... I have no freakin clue if Hanukka is over yet or not. Is that bad? Ah well. Anyone who is Jewish please feel free to enlighten me. Anyway, I need sleep. Too much food makes me a tired boy. So "to all a good night" and all that jazz. :-p

Current mood: calm

Current music: sugarplums?

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12:23PM - I used to fly for United Airlines... then I got fired for reading High Times...

( The sun still shines in the summer time )

Current mood: bored

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10:36PM - Don't hold you breath, hold me now

Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Tomorrow, I dont care if I have to kill a damned hobo, I am gonna find something to do. I am boooooooored. I havent done ANYTHING interesting since Ive been home. It fucking sucks. GAH. hehe, I'm developing issues. I am gonna be afraid to come home anymore for fear of getting stuck here. Bah. Ok, this is the last post bitching about being home. hehe. I think I've done it enough. People need to post some surveys for me to fill out. I need entertainment. :-p

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2:01PM - It still brings a smile to my face...

So I need to stop being a freakin oaf. I have gained a TON of weight back since I was in the hospital. Which thats a good thing, because I still havent reached the weight I would like to be. But earlier my dad and I were sitting in the kitchen eating lunch and he looked up at me and was like "Ya know, if your clothes are getting too small er anything, I have a whole closet full of shirts and stuff in my room." He could have just saved himself some air and said "Stop eating so much, fatty." hehe I actually dont believe I am fat. So no comments from people saying how I'm not, please. Not that I am vain enough to care if I am fat anyway. hehe. I have no problems with wearing sweatpants and oversized t-shirts. Not to mention staying warm in the winter. hehe. Ummm, lessee... Not much else has gone on. I havent really been anywhere to do anything interesting. I think I'm gonna give Roy a call er something today to see if he wants to hang out at all. I have pretty much been tied up since I have been home, so I really would like to just "hang out" alittle bit. I really wish I had gotten a job for over break. I have a ton of time now with nothing to do. But now I dont think its worth me searching for a job. By the time I find one I will only have like 1 or 2 weeks before school. Ah well. Ill just be a bum over break and mooch from my dad a bit. Ill be working when school starts, so its all good. Anyway, I need to go hide the christmas cookies from myself and attempt to find something to do.

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9:17PM - You don't need money. You don't need fame...

So I think my imagination has run dry. I got bored today (really really bored) and I attempted to build a plane out of legos. After I finished I was filled with disappointment. Alls I could think was that I could have done such a better job when I was like 8. You just put so much more effort into it when your imagination is telling you that you need to complete this in order to fly to alaska and save the other lego man. Its kinda sad to think I have crossed over that point to where I lack the depth of childhood thought. I mean, I am still easily amused and I still chuckle when someone farts in a quiet area, but I just dont have the same thought process anymore. Now I hardly think this is anything new. I mean I'll be 21 in February. I'm alittle past the point of "shock and horror" at this idea. This all just kinda came into my head because I got to thinking about christmas coming up. I was once again asked by my dad what I wanted and I simply couldnt think of anything. I have pretty much everything I NEED. If I were a kid I would be naming off trivial things that I would play with for a few days and then discard. *sigh* hehe. So all you little fuckers that have imagination and playfulness left, enjoy it. I envy you.

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5:53PM - I could be mean, I could be angry...

Ugh. Today. Has. Sucked. I woke up this morning and went in to get my lab work done. That ALWAYS makes for a fun day. </end> So after those leeches stole blood from me, I went to pick up this stuff I have to spray up my damned nose. Bleh. THEN I go to pick up my new perscription and they bring me out this HUGR glass bottle and tell me that it will cost like 100 bucks. Soooo, I called my doctor and got it switched to these pills I have to take for the next 8 days. That took like ALL damned day though, because I had to keep calling my doctor and the pharmacy to get everything straightened out. I actually JUST got home. So on top of this I just checked my grades and they are absoulte shit. Bah. Today is depressing. Not to mention its cold as balls outside. I just wanna restart today. bleh...

( I'll be coming home )

Current mood: discontent

Current music: "Drown" - Three Days Grace

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7:15AM - Country roads... take me home...

I havent posted in forever. Geezus. So lemme just try to update quickly with what has gone on since last wednesday. I left school around 8pm wednesday night. Thursday morning I woke up to go see my doctor and then came home. I hopped in the car and went and spent the day with xxmarcellaxx. That was fun. Friday I woke up around 9, ate breakfast, loaded up clothes and some fishing gear, and left for lake erie to do some stealhead fishing. We ended up staying there until Sunday morning. That is a WHOLE long story that I dont feel like getting into. hehe. Sunday I got back around 12 or 1 I think. I just ate and then took a quick nap. My dad showed up and woke me up alittle after I got to sleep. Sooo, I spent sunday eating and sitting on the internet. hehe. Today, I have to make myself presentable and run down to williamsport to get my lab tests done. Merry Christmas to me. THEN I have to go drop off my new perscription that my doctor gave me. THEN maybe ill see about getting my hair cut. I have so much to do, but Im kinda limited as to when I can do it. Tuesday I am supposed to go to Liberty and help my sister paint. So that means tuesday is shot. Christmas Eve I am headed up to my sisters and I wont be back until later Christmas Day prolly. So there is two days. At some point I want to hang out with Kurt and Joe (if Joe is even still up here. I'm not sure.) PLUS I need to clean my room and do laundry. I need a maid. hehe.

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11:12AM - Lose these chains and slip outta this jail...

So I am close to being done for the semester. I finished all my quizzes this morning. I have my last final at 1pm. Then I am grabbing my stuff and headed home until January. I really wanna go over to lunch soon but roy is being retarded and still sleeping. hehe. The cleaning ladies need to finish up mopping the floors in the bathroom. I gotta go, yo. :-p

Current mood: awake

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8:07PM - When I wake up, I know I wanna be...

2 finals down. I now have nothing to do until Wednesday. I thought about hanging around campus until thursday, but I now have a doctors appointment thursday morning so I am headed outta here Wednesday night. Its hard to believe that the semester is over. This week is really dragging on though. But the good thing is that I get to see Marie on Thursday. :-D Im happy also because I blew some money on a movie I like. I prolly didnt need to, but I havent bought anything in forever damnit. hehe...

( In the year 2004... )

Current mood: chipper

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10:45PM - What about the GOOD things Hitler did?

Ohhhhh, the night before finals week. What am I doing? I am watching Indiana Jones movies and thinking about going to get some cookies. And on top of all this, I am gonna fill out a survey. :-p

( H to the izzo )

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6:47PM - It's hard to walk when you can't even crawl...

So I managed to get to Baltimore and back without TOO much trouble. I dont feel like typing out everything that happened, but suffice it to say that it was interesting. It was fun though cause Marie went with me. Soooo, I got to spend a bunch of time with her. Tomorrow is gonna be kinda boring cause I am gonna spend it studying. Blech. I am gonna have to like go sit in the library all day er something otherwise I dont see me getting anything done. *sigh* Almost done with school.

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12:39PM - He may have a criminal record...

Current mood: blah

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8:51PM - 600 miles with no destination...

Stolen from samajo...

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

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